The metaphysical space is a major subject of enquiry, besides exploring the rich tapestry in the domains of love, relationships and human emotions in general.
What is that which speaks without noise? Without even a single flutter? Tiptoeing ever so softly, Sensually, Intertwining heart strings, Interlaced with sweet melody, Silence upon silence, Skin upon skin, Drenched with the nectar of love. Imagined whisperings, Floating in the air, Which none can hear, Save the two hands Interlocked in a heavenly embrace
Will the nowhere days come again? In nowhere time? When I can be the nowhere man, Without my precious mobile, Without any prescheduled timetable, Without any complicated compulsions. Where the mind is totally free, To think or not to think, To imagine or be a lazy drag. To see the sky with closed eyes, And contemplate the universe within myself. To let all worries dissipate into nothingness. And just feel blessed for the beauty of creation, And for life and living and love.
The hands that we held decades ago are not the same. The cells have renewed multiple times, The nails, repeatedly cut and resized, The skin, grown old and wrinkled. And yet, the warmth is familiar. The feelings echoing those long lost times. For our bodies may have metamorphosed, But the you and I continue to remain the same you and I. In the only way that truly matters. Outliving damage, disease and decay, Free of bodily constraints, Light as the spirit, Undefinable by form and touch, And yet definable by sheer passion. The only constant in this sea of constant change. You and I, I and you, Living through aeons into eternity.
Where does love go when we stop loving? When we can no longer bear to look at each other? To hear each other’s voice? To stand each other’s touch? To look through the person you once loved, into empty spaces within the room, And without.
And then, when tempers have cooled sufficiently, The introspection begins. The dissection, the dicing and the slicing Of where one went wrong. At which point, at what time, Who said what? Who should apologise first, if at all? Whether to compromise or move on? Whether……
But where did that love go? Was it always an illusion? A delusional venture of the mind without true anchoring or a base? Or did it dissolve into the monotony of routinised habit? And still it haunts you day and night, Cause you want it back in your life. To constantly give you the comfort Of being loved and wanted and cherished, Treasured beyond all compare, To continually give you a reason to be alive.
Where did that love go? Will it come back again? Is there a glimmer of hope? Even a tiny one? And so the effort begins, Once more in right earnest, With expectation in the heart And anxiety in the mind. And then who knows? Perhaps…….
With the passing of years As the dazzle begins to fade away As the mind gets slowly reoriented To observation and assimilation, as opposed to speed reading and regurgitation To creating a wealthy mind as opposed to mere material surplus As celebrating unimportance becomes important As the mind begins to treasure beauty in the smallest of things A butterfly spreading its wings, a rainbow arcing across the sky, a child’s innocent smile As you come back one full circle The way you started off on this earth With nothing to call your own save the bounty that nature offered you You realise the difference between life and robotic existence Between sheer pleasure and sublime bliss Between the transience of earthly exclusivity and the ecstasy of joyful inclusion
Everything works out in the end Doesn’t it really? But then, which end is one talking about End of childhood Of adulthood Of life? Or maybe when a sense of completion or contentment sets in Or utter dismay or disgust Or maybe just a point when one starts to make a new beginning Filled with optimism and hope Without bothering how the end shall play out Or perhaps, not at all Just blending surreptitiously with the next beginning Leaving the end as a question mark In the deep recesses of the mind But in the end it all works out Cause it simply has to Cause all chatter must finally give way to silence Cause there’s nothing beyond nothingness other than a new beginning Cause there’s really no end Or perhaps no beginning Or is there?
The bits and pieces of rain That float in through the window Sit prettily on my hands, nose, lips Unable to evaporate quickly For they have developed leaden feet Weighed down by the aroma of love Which they carry in their bosoms
I stare at the minuscule drops Which take my mind away To a faraway place, an unknown world Serene, ethereal, tranquil Where the cosmos playfully strums The music of bounty, of creation Of hearts melting and mingling Of souls immersed in a joyous melody Singing in unison with the trees, the flowers, the mountains and the rivers The notes of longing, of hope, of renewal Of tenderness, of innocence, of ecstasy Gently afloat in the air, everywhere And orchestrating the sublime rainsong
I can hear the rain again Falling innocently on the verdant greens Creating a rare symphony Of wind, light and sound Stirring up my mind Urging me to resonate Not with any movement But with my soul So that my thoughts Can gradually fade away Into the distant skies Leaving in their wake A unique realisation Of beauty and harmony Encompassing my earthly being Beckoning me to immerse myself In the tranquility of the heavens And to be, let be Just be